The lyrics "Not even close with family, why the fuck would I want friends?" come from the song "Lil Top" by YoungBoy Never Broke Again (NBA YoungBoy). The line expresses a sentiment of distrust or distance from family, questioning the need or desire for friends in that context. The song features themes of loyalty, survival, and personal struggle, with the artist reflecting on cutting off close relationships and reliance on oneself amid challenges.